Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Let It Be...

When I find myself in times of trouble
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
And in my hour of darkness
She is standing right in front of me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
And when the broken hearted people
Living in the world agree,
There will be an answer, let it be.
For though they may be parted there is
Still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer, let it be.
Let it be, let it be. Yeah
There will be an answer, let it be.
And when the night is cloudy,
There is a light that shines on me,
Shine until tomorrow, let it be.
I wake up to the sound of music,
Mother Mary comes to me,
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
Let it be, let it be.
There will be an answer, let it be.
Let it be, let it be,
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.

How true..... I love this song.
The song is definitely worth listening to the whole day just for its lyrics.
We worry about so many things that sometimes.. well most of the times.. we just forget to acknowledge how blessed we are.

However cliched that might sound, there's still a whole lot of truth in it.
Let it be. Why can't we just ' let it be'?

The world has become a ball of robotic mess. Life now is all about taking everything to the extreme because this means that we are the best and when we are the best then we will happy. Will we?


Well sorry for being a sourpot but my AS results will be out tomorrow.. . there you go! I feel much better now =)
Whatever the outcome is tomorrow, I've told myself that God will always be there to guide me.. and I believe I've done my part to prepare for it.

Let us all pray for the best tomorrow..

Loves,
Gaya
xxx

Friday, July 18, 2008

The Horrors Of Coffee

It's a black, sometimes brown, addictive, stimulating, strong smelling substance..( No, I'm not talking about marijuana).. It's coffee. Plain ol' coffee.

And that's what i had three nights ago. Just a can of plain ol' coffee. I could still remember every detail of that blissful night, which was unfortunately followed by unforeseen events. Keep reading; you'll know what I mean eventually.

8 something-ish.. meticulously doing math.
9 something- ish.. opened a can of 'Nescafe ' original.
5 minutes later... an empty can of 'Nescafe' original beside my math book.
( it was SOOO good! Well sue me for sounding desperate.. but it was my first can after what seemed like a year!)

8 hours later ( 5 am.. for those who are too lazy to count)... I went to bed..
That morning.. still alert.
Evening.. doing well.
Night... Hit the bed at one feeling slightly light-headed

Next morning.. Forehead was burning hot.
Missed first 2 periods of chemistry
( in short.. I had a fever..and a really bad one it was)

Lesson of the day : * drum rolls* ..( unless I feel like turning into some nocturnal creature)... always listen to my mum..

It's a wonder how some fortunate one's could consume cans and cans of these substance.. i mean coffee.. and still function like a normal human being? Why aren't I given that privilege?

But looking at the brighter side.. I'm feeling so much better today and I didn't need coffee for that. Hah..take THAT coffee!

I'm not really making any sense today. It must be the coffee...

Loves,
Gaya

Friday, July 11, 2008

A tinge of reality

Just a few weeks ago...i was alone in my apartment..like all the previous mundane weekends ( yes..poor me) and somehow it hit me..how quiet it was in college. Just so you know, college is a 5 hour journey on road from my hometown Kedah ( its ke- as in...hmm...kerb? ) and unlike my girls who 'are always there for me except on Fridays when they just can't wait to leave for home'.. haha, You know who you are! ( Chenies, nana's.. just joking! I love U!), i end up feeling like the only living soul in college. Well, okay i'm exaggerating.

But now the juniors are here; giving KTT some sign of inhabitance. Watching the juniors queuing up to register themselves was amusing in a way... some looked as if they were being sent to a slaughter house. haha.

All these brought back memories and at that moment I felt grateful. I was like them too.. last year ( wow..It's been a year!) .Moving from KTJ ( Tuanku Jaafar College) to KTT was not easy. I used to complain about everything. Food, the labs.. well I don't want to press on the details. But now here I am, being a much better person than I ever thought I'll be. Now I appreciate clean floors, hugs and laughter, the last drop of my now favourite Nesvita cereal drink.. yes I've learned to appreciate all those little things in life. I now have a clear perspective between the things I want and the things I need.At the moment, I want and need to get the 4A's in my A levels. I'm a scholar and I feel extremely blessed for being given this chance to experience reality. And you know what, reality ain't that harsh after all.


Loves,
Gaya